
I remember after leaving the hospital, I was counting out 44 shoe string french fries, cutting baked potatoes in half and filling my milk up to the cats boots on the Shrek glass. I was doing all of these things that I was told to do and still was seeing high blood sugars. After a few weeks in, I was getting concerned that my blood sugars were going over 7 frequently. I felt like I was doing something wrong - I didn't think Chloe Steepe (Connected in Motion) was ever going over 7 or famous Nick Jonas would ever see double digit blood sugars - boy was I mislead!
I don't think I've met a diabetic that has said their blood sugars have never been high because they do everything perfect - and if you're that one diabetic - I'm sorry about I would double check if you're actually diabetic. To never, ever, go over 7 was something I thought would happen once I was instructed on how to be diabetic, what insulin was and how to carb count. To my surprise those days where I don't go over 7 are difficult and I often go low trying to attempt such a process.
I mean, it would be nice if I had nothing else to do, but to check my blood sugar every hour and keep adjusting insulin, but in reality I feel like that would be more traumatizing to my health then the blood sugars over 7 that I have every now and then. I think that we should really give ourselves a pat on the back when we get those blood sugars, even if we feel like it wasn't 'US' who did that it was just 'LUCKY' that we happened to have a good blood sugar. We also need to start letting go of that high blood sugar guilt - just check, give insulin and move on - instead of feeling defeated or like a 'bad' diabetic.
It's important to talk to other diabetics because you can soon realize that they aren't a perfect 5-7 mmol/l always. Everyone has lows and highs, days they don't want to check, days they don't want to bolus. Nights where they're awake in bed wishing for gummy bears and mornings where they realize they forgot to attach their pump.
Kayla
Isn't it crazy how that picture is painted? How we are almost led to think that perfection is possible?
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