Thursday, March 19, 2009
Oh Yeah !
It's been my fourth day at home and that may seem like I would be used to what I have to do, but still I find myself getting frustrated. For the most part I am getting familiar with eating regular meals and giving myself insulin at the given times.
I have found myself falling asleep earlier and then having to be woken up to take my insulin, and there is nothing worse than having to be woken up. It kind of makes me think of the things we take for granted. Things like eating whenever we want, and whatever we want. So many times during the day I walk up to the fridge to grab a snack and think "oh yeah..." Also being able to do whatever you want without consequences, everything I do now will alter my blood sugar.
Eventually this will all be so normal but for right now it just still seems like a dream. As far as my sugar goes, for the most part it is going down. Tonight it is the highest it has been since I've been home but earlier I was doing quite well. I am looking forward to going back to work and the gym, since that was what I would normally be doing this week.