
This will be my last year of University and I cannot be more thrilled that in the past five years not only have I managed to survive with diabetes, but accomplish a college diploma as well as a degree. I doubt my education door is closing behind me, but I cannot shake the feeling that something is closing behind me. No longer is school going to be that crutch I lean on for safety, 'I am not working, but I am in school.' I will be walking through a new door, maybe there will be a few familiar faces along the way, but over all I am going to be transitioning.
I have things that I want to accomplish and experiences I want to feel. I feel as though this summer has been a rush, a blur and I didn't really have much of a chance to sit down with my thoughts. However, I am hoping a lot of flight time and quiet mountain gazing will give me the chance to figure out a few things about myself and what doors I am looking to go knocking on.
Even though some might tell me that I have not entered the real world, I think I have. It may be a different world from tomorrow, ten years from now, but either way the world I live in is very real. Ever changing, but real. I am excited for the future, excited to learn more about myself along the way and see what doors open and what doors close.
Kayla
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