Wednesday, October 10, 2012

Definition

In a way I feel like diabetes has become my middle name.  The word has become so often used in my own vocabulary that the word has gained much more meaning that I could have ever imagined that it would.  In the Oxford dictionary you will find this;

noun

[mass noun]
  • a disorder of the metabolism causing excessive thirst and the production of large amounts of urine.

    http://oxforddictionaries.com/definition/english/diabetes?q=diabetes

But as we all know, diabetes is much more than that.  For me diabetes has taken on many different definitions and attributions.  Even though I know it is a disease, to me it has become a part of my lifestyle, a part of who I am and a word that in some ways defines who I am.    When I was told I had diabetes I didn't think this would be the case, in fact I thought that diabetes would always just be something that I only thought about to myself - I didn't realize how much of a community disease it was.  

Now when I look at my Facebook page, for example and see all the groups of type 1's, statuses about sites ripping out, insulin being empty and the exhaustion of a mother trying to take care of her low daughter -  I realize that even though the definition of diabetes is simple and makes sense - pages and pages could be added to the definition of diabetes.  

Diabetes means something different to everyone -  I get that. But, when it comes down to it we know that diabetes is much more than a disorder that causes you to be thirsty and produce large amounts of urine...   

Kayla 


2 comments:

  1. Wow. If you told me to define diabetes that wouldn't even be close to it.

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  2. I don't use a pump nor do I count carbohydrates, so that puts me in a vast minority of juvenile onset diabetics. I've been told by several mothers that I have to count carbohydrates because otherwise I wouldn't have good A1C's. My last one was 6.2 I don't know any other juvenile onset diabetic. I have two relatives who are type 2's but we don't live in the same state so.... I am not on facebook because I don't like how the privacy is no longer there. I've tried twitter, but nobody wants to tweet with me. I've been on the different boards, but because I do not use a pump or a pen but use N and R and the syringe and do not count carbohydrates (and I write out carbohydrates and say insulin reaction and not hypo or low, I'm treated like I have other problems. I enjoy reading what you write Kayla. I just wish there were others like me so I could talk with them because I am alone.

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