It's February, the month of love and the hope that there will be more sunshine than last month! January felt like a super long month for me. I have no idea why, but it was cold, dark and gloomy most of the day and it was incredibly hard to keep motivated.
I love how a new month seems to always kick everyone in gear, the only trouble is, the first of the month always seems to be everyone's tell-tale of how your month will go, even though, I am pretty sure that it actually has no connection.
This morning I had a meeting downtown, and while I was super excited that the sun was shining through, I had been up super early because of a low blood sugar, then fell back asleep, then woke up again, so my mind was all over the place. I got ready, brushed off my car, then scrapped off my car (the ice is the worst!) and went on my way. Of course there was steady traffic all the way there and I was running behind thinking, "is this the kind of month it is going to be?"
Upon arriving a paid for parking, and walked into the meeting a few minutes late, but relieved it was nothing too drastic, for those that know me well, I am hardly ever late. In the back of my head, still figuring out if this was destined to be good or bad month, I thought, wouldn't that be awful if I got a parking ticket. While that occupied my mind, I left as with three minutes to spare on parking meter and drove off, thinking well maybe it will be okay.
I think this is sometimes how we approach diabetes as well. We wake up in the morning...(or several times during the night) and we determine what kind of day it is going to be. We have a high blood sugar pre breakfast, which makes us choose eggs over cereal, and we dread what will come next. It is sort of setting ourselves up for failure, because I believe once we focus on the negative, we are bound to fall into more negative scenarios.
While we cannot control it all, I think that we do have some control over what we invite into our lives, whether that be 'bad' days or 'good' days. Being late is bound to happen, running out of coffee could be a possibility (scary one at that..) but this doesn't mean that the day is ruined or broken. This month I am going to try and invite positive into my life.